Should I take steroids to get revenge on those that insult me?

Revenage isn't the way to do it. I'm sorry to hear that you've gotten insulted and picked on. I know how that is. I know that violence and taking steroids won't do you any good you'll only be hurting yourself. Don't listen to those who make fun of you. I'm sure your a nice guy. So not all women have free rides in this world like you said. We to are afraid to go up to a guy and talk to them but that is how people don't date and get to know each other. Have faith in yourself that you won't get rejected and you won't. Not all women are like that. Don't worry about having large muslces or fighting skills because not every women is out for a guy with muscles or can fight. My husband has very little muscles and he can't fight all that well but I still love him. Listen what I'm saying is don't listen to those people who put you down because they are just jerks and don't be afraid to go up and talk to women or you will be alone for the rest of your life.